Something new ?

Starting New..
Starting over is something I am use to kind of to much . All though my life I moved a lot change schools a lot and always had to "start over " new friends new life . It became one of those things I didn't do well with because I was always starting over I wanted something to stay the same for once . People think I don't do well with change because im immature the truth of the matter is I don't do well with change because my life was always changing and all I wanted was something not to change for a while . Something not to go wrong something not to be taken away from me . When I think od starting something new all I think of is loosing something . I guess its kind of weird that I equvlate change to trauma but that's my truth . Now walking into something new in my life and taking on a project that could turn into something big it is very hard for me not to take that idea with me . Even though this something new is great this something new will be fun and worth it . I still battle in the back of my head is this something new going to hurt .